humility
i hope i learn some humility before i die.
my parents gave more to me than ill ever be able to appreciate. the best possible life for me and my sister that i mostly squandered. so afraid to be uncomfortable i
self pity is ugly. if only you could be charged for being ugly.
seems i choose to live. the way i was living before was a sick joke. selfish enough to get through another day myself and selfish enough to not really care if anyone else did.
if i dont change. i guess maybe it is just survival. and the best way people survive is together. thick and thin.
if papa's company still wants me, try that again. a nurse or nurse tech seem like jobs i could do.
just keep other people in mind, work for your bread, and mean it when you say thank you. and sell that pos car greg.